Sunday, November 13th, 2022. 4:41 AM
Today is the 317th day of this year
The Sounding of the Sea Upon Her Curvaceous Shore Lines
Breaks open the gates of my heart for Her to gracefully sail into my waiting harbor; and give berth to Her forever in My Eternal Love from true God’s Eternal Life for His faithful children.
“The Flesh Is No Help at All” -John 6:63b ESV
Halloween Day, 2022
Love Letters to Lady Leilah
I’m hurting on this Halloween
Pain in my side
Deep, aching pain
Almost enough to make me regurgitate
Wish I would
Maybe I’d feel better
Morning sickness
Who gets morning sickness?
Is that something pregnant women get?
Am I still pregnant with that lady?
Am I still giving birth to Lady Leilah?
Will she ever come out?
Will she ever be born . . . and born again . . .
Will she ever be converted from the natural man to the spiritual man?
Will she ever become holy?
“So it is with the resurrection of the dead. What is sown is perishable; what is raised is imperishable. It is sown in dishonor; it is raised in glory. It is sown in weakness; it is raised in power. It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. If there is a natural body, there is also a spiritual body. Thus it is written, ‘The first man Adam became a living being’; the last Adam became a life-giving spirit. But it is not the spiritual that is first but the natural, and then the spiritual. The first man was from the earth, a man of dust; the second man is from heaven. As was the man of dust, so also are those who are of the dust, and as is the man of heaven, so also are those who are of heaven. Just as we have borne the image of the man of dust, we shall also bear the image of the man of heaven.” -1 Corinthians 15:42-49 ESV Study Bible.
1 Corinthians 15
1 Corinthians 15 ESV – The Resurrection of Christ – Now I – Bible Gateway
I’ve Been This Way Before By Neil Diamond With Lyrics
I’ve Been This Way Before By Neil Diamond With Lyrics – YouTube
“And he said to me, ‘Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, for the time is near. Let the evildoer still do evil, and the filthy still be filthy, and the righteous still do right, and the holy still be holy.’
“Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay everyone for what he has done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end.” -Revelation 22:10-13. ESV Study Bible.
Revelation 22
Revelation 22 ESV – The River of Life – Then the angel – Bible Gateway
Met Lady Leilah on October 4th, 2022.
According to my calendar, Yom Kippur begins on that date: October 4th, 2022.
What does Yom Kippur mean?
“the most solemn religious fast of the Jewish year, the last of the ten days of penitence that begin with Rosh Hashana (the Jewish New Year). Also called Day of Atonement. [Heb.] – The Oxford English Reference Dictionary 1995 1996.
Felt like crying while typing that definition.
Now what . . .
Thinking about copying all the emails I’ve been writing to Lady Leilah since meeting her on October 4th. And putting all of this and that on marksimaginings.
Seems like it might be a satisfying thing to do.
Here goes . . .
Here it Comes . . .
Listen to it
Maybe there’s meaning in it for many.
Remembering now something the angel Gabriel said to Mary
No.
It was Simeon who spoke these words in the temple in Jerusalem at the time of Jesus’ presentation.
“And Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Behold, this child is appointed for the fall and rising of many in Israel, and for a sign that is opposed (and a sword will pierce through your own soul also) so that the thoughts from many hearts may be revealed.” -Luke 2:34, 35 ESV.
Am I writing and publishing these many love letters to Lady Leilah “that the thoughts from many hearts may be revealed”? Is a sword piercing through my own soul for that purpose? Is that why I have pain every day for many years now?
Luke 2
Luke 2 ESV – The Birth of Jesus Christ – In those – Bible Gateway
October 14, 2022. 10:19 PM
Confirming Our E_addresses
Hi Lady Leilah: This is Mark Richer giving you my email address; so we can do Cash App, later – approximately on the “third.”
It will be my joy to be helpful to you.
And you’re welcome to email me anytime.
It would be a joy to me to read your emails – if you would enjoy writing to me.
Love you, Lady Leilah
mark
PS: I chose this email address years ago while taking a bookkeeping course.
October 15th, 2022 7:33 AM
Love
Dearest Lady Leilah. Greetings to You my lady love this morning of October 15th, 2022 – the 288th day of this year. God bless you today, true God bless you today my lady love, Lady Leilah. Been thinking of you since awakening sometime during the 5 o’clock hour today. My hands were on my chest in bed as I thought of you and imagined your hand over my hand so was feeling your hand touching my hand as I thought my thoughts to you my love. And there was a little bit more light touching . . . don’t know if it’s too much to write all that; so unless you encourage me about that I’ll just let it be thus for now.
Later, was sitting in the possibly boston rocker my favorite chair my go-to chair in my living room [livin_groom?] where I drink my tea and eat my bowl of cereal and think of you. And was thinking about the help we “spoke” / wrote of yesterday. I want to send to you sooner than the 3rd. And was thinking about things like the amount and frequency. Now these are my thoughts that I offer to you, my lady love, for your consideration and to let me know . . . whatever you wish to let me know about this. What if I sent a cash app help to you of $29 once a week, perhaps? 29 is the day my dad was born. He had very excellent eyesight – maybe the good Lord our God will bless us with miraculously excellent eyesight. I’d love for us to have even 20/15 vision. That’s even better than 20/20. I/we would love to see everything with clarity – even seeing spiritual things clearly with the eyes of our understanding being opened by our Lord and Savior’s Holy Spirit blessing us with divine healing in every way of spirit, soul, and body and heart and mind, my Love.
So dearest Lady Leilah, if you would like a love gift from me to thee just let me know your cash app name to send it to – and I will joyfully attend to that matter for you in Jesus’ name — and thanks be to our heavenly Father through him. [Colossians 3:17 ESV Study Bible.].
Amen.
October 15th. 10:25 PM
Lady Leilah
Hi Lady Leilah. Missed you today. Thought of you all day.
Hope you are well and having a restful day off.
Hope to see you again soon, lady.
Peace be with you always
May your health always be excellent
May you always have plenty of energy
May your sleep be long and deep and rejuvenating
May your heart be filled with everlasting joy
May your heart be filled with everlasting true love
May maybe_mark be a blessing to you – as you are to him
If maybe_mark asks too many questions you are free to talk to him about that and about anything you want to share with him
maybe mark loves you
Your presence is heaven to him
mark
October 15th, 2022. 11:58 PM
Salvation
Dear Lady Leilah, today, I began writing some thoughts I was having while thinking of you. It began as a list of things I thought I might mention to you while we meet at mfc in PM.
These are those notes copied from OneNote for Windows 10.
I’m going on 71
Scorpio here
If you had asked me yesterday I would have had better news to the question: How are you?
[Because yesterday, my pain went away after my second cup of tea — and so, I was able to vacuum the floors of my 2 rooms; go out to the nearby store and buy $28 of food; and take a 22 minute walk]
Do you watch TV much?
Wonder if I ask too many questions
I’m nothing. You are everything Lady Leilah.
You have 4 cats and 3 dogs — like Snow White and her 7 dwarfs. [not that your dear pets are dwarfs — no — they are 4 cats and 3 dogs]
Charcoal grey/And Charcoal white/A little of Cinderella/A little of Snow White
As a boy with family, we went to the drive-in and saw Pollyanna. The next day all I could do was ride my bike and think of her. I was about 10 years old. It was about 1960, I guess.
Wonder what you do on days off from work?
When I’m not with you I’m thinking of you wanting to be enjoying your company
You enthrall me, Lady Leilah
You seem just right to me — your appearance, your figure, your face, your speech. I yearn to be with you. And yet, I confess, if we were together, I’d be inadequate. I wouldn’t be joyful enough in my outward appearance to convince you that I love you. I might be quiet. You might look at me and wonder, “hey, what’s the matter with you? I thought you love me. You’re not showing it much.” Lady Leilah, in the spirit I love you. In my flesh, I’m a dying old man. “Well, Mark, maybe you need to be born again, yourself!” Lady Leilah, I am born again in the spirit — but this body is only flesh. The flesh does not inherit the kingdom of God. The body must be regenerated — which, I guess only happens at the return of Jesus Christ in glory.
Please read the Bible, Lady Leilah — especially The New Testament — which is all about Jesus the Lord and Savior.
Please, Lady Leilah — don’t be led astray by false religions. Holy Scripture tells us we are not saved by our good works — but only by the grace of God through faith in his Son Jesus Christ — whose work of Redemption on the Cross — shedding his blood — the blood of God — on our behalf — atones for our sins — and the sins of the whole world — only those who trust in Him — Jesus Christ — receive the benefit of His work of Redemption for us — He is our Savior. We cannot save ourselves by anything we do — but only by believing on Him our Lord and Savior. He is our righteousness before God. We have no righteousness of our own that true God accepts. Only by receiving Jesus Christ — through faith — are we made the righteousness of God in Him, Jesus.
Mark David Richer
October 16th, 2022.
Dearest lady . . .
Dearest Lady Leilah, please enjoy this music
The pianist has a dog who also enjoys being in her room
and listening to her piano playing.
Sent to you with love, lady Lady Leilah
Shane Filan – Beautiful in White (Pachelbel’s Canon in D) | Piano Cover by Pianistmiri 이미리 – YouTube
October 16th, 2022. 3:58 PM
Understanding truth
Dear Lady, do you want to know and understand truth – so that you may live in the truth and be of the truth; so that you stand on the firm foundation of truth – so that no matter what happens in life you will remain standing – because you will be on that firm foundation where nothing can hurt you and nothing can destabilize you?
It is written: “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already. Little children, you are from God and have overcome them, for he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. They are from the world; therefore they speak from the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God. Whoever knows God listens to us; whoever is not from God does not listen to us. By this we know the Spirit of truth and the spirit of error.” -1 John 4:1-6 ESV Study Bible.
“And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.” -Colossians 3:17 ESV Study Bible.
Mark David Richer
October 16th, 2022. 3:46 PM.
Firm Foundation
1 John 4 ESV – Test the Spirits – Beloved, do not – Bible Gateway
October 16th, 2022. 6:35 PM.
Missing You, Lady Leilah
Hi Lady Leilah. How are you, today dear? If we were living together as husband and wife – and you were feeling incommunicado – at least I could still be seeing you. I mean that it seems like a year ago the last time we met online – even though it was two days ago. If you were here, at least I could make a cup of coffee for you – just as you like it – and maybe, give you a comforting and gentle hug, and, maybe help you put on your bathrobe; but now . . . I can only think of you [and write to you] to let you know I miss you, dear. And we could take a nap together. I could cover you with the blanket and give you a sweet kiss on your cheek – and then get in bed on the other side – slowly and gently get into bed by your side. Don’t worry . . . I won’t climb over you to take a short-cut to the other side of the bed. I’ll walk around the bed to the other side as your gracious husband. There is a Scripture that goes like this: “Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD.” -Proverbs 18:22 (KJV). This is why it’s so necessary to be married – so that the relationship [the marriage] has the godly blessing of the LORD’S favour – so that it is anointed with the oil of God’s Love and goodness and peace and loving kindness and understanding from His Holy Spirit – so that it goes well – like a well-oiled engine.
Love,
maybe mark . . .
October 16th, 2022. 7:20 PM
Looking up to you
Dearest Lady Leilah, I measured my height yesterday. Did it in an unconventional way. I stood in the pantry and opened an upper cupboard door. The bottom of this cupboard door is just just barely over my head – with my shoes on it is exactly with no space above my head. Then, I used a metal measuring tape [Craftsman that I found on a path in the woods off Elder Ballou Meeting House Road in Woonsocket near the Cumberland border many many years ago – when I lived in East Woonsocket at my very first apartment on Papineau Avenue between 1971 and 1984. Well, this evening, I was in my open-toed sandals and slipped them off to measure my height again with no shoes on. I had to use a book from my bookcase “The Writer’s Legal Guide” a paperback book exactly one-inch thick to fill the space between the bottom of the cupboard door and the top of my head. So, I must be only 5 feet 5 inches now at 70-71 years old. That means I’m 2 inches shorter than you. And that means, if we ever get to be kissing friends, I’ll have to really look up to you to receive your kiss on my mouth – an experience that will be an exciting first for me – since I never kissed and never been kissed by a taller-than-me beautiful young lady before in all my born days. Maybe . . . maybe mark will feel like one of Lady Leilah’s puppies looking up to her — hoping for and wanting her sweet kisses and hugs.
Shenandoah – Peter Hollens (A Cappella)
Shenandoah – Peter Hollens (A Cappella) – YouTube
. . . maybe mark . . .
October 17th, 2022. 10:17 PM
“Confiding in you”
Dear Lady Leilah, may I please confide in you some thoughts I’ve had? It’s in the hope that, by confessing these thoughts to you it might help our friendship – by bringing the thoughts out into the open – so that, if they are wrong, they may go away after being brought out into the light – rather than keeping them hidden in the dark – where, like wet laundry kept in a basket rather than being put out on a clothesline — never dry up – because they aren’t being properly taken care of. These now are my hidden thoughts – which may be all wrong – as in – not true at all. I imagine that many of the “In True Private” times at mfc are not authentic – in other words, nothing special is happening during those several minutes when I do not see the model. I imagine it’s just a “trick” to try to draw the naïve into clicking on the “button” to view the model — for the purpose of auto-charging him for tokens at the rate of about 60 tokens per minute. And in my particular case, I imagine the reason for the many “In True Private” sessions being presented to me [sometimes as abruptly as a door being suddenly closed in front of me] is to test me – to test my patience – or maybe, to exact revenge for having written some things to the model in emails concerning the Bible and the gospel – things that some folks take offense at – such as the belief that we are all sinners and therefore we all need to believe on Jesus Christ for forgiveness of our sins — so that we may be saved by Him, the Savior – and for indicating to other models that, maybe, being naked on cam is for the purpose of inducing lust and for tokens. I admit that I really don’t know the motivations in other people – so, I’m only confessing my thoughts about this matter – while admitting that I don’t know anything for certain.
In my Lord Jesus’ name and thanks be to His heavenly Father for allowing the writer to confess what may only be his sinful and suspicious and, perhaps, baseless thoughts. May True God forgive me; and may such thoughts go away if they are not true. Amen. And, if they are true, then may those who are attempting to trick others, see that what they are doing is wrong and stop doing it.
mark
October 18th, 2022. 8:39 AM
“enthusiastic love”
Dearest Lady Leilah, been thinking of you this morning and my enthusiasm for you keeps growing and awakening like the rising sun in the morning and getting brighter and more glorious and all-encompassing with each moment. You are rising as Love in my heart, Lady Leilah, and reminding me of some words in a most beautiful love song: “I.O.U.”
I OWE YOU – LEE GREENWOOD – YouTube
Like a God-blessed seed in my heart you are blossoming so sweetly and gloriously I’m beginning to realize that everything you do is for goodness’s sake: like in another love song – this one by John Legend: “All of Me.”
When I don’t see you for a day or two, it’s like being a seed planted in my grandmother’s garden on Sweet Avenue in Woonsocket – just waiting in the quietness for the Time when your Loving Light and Warmth and Rain will bring me out will resurrect me to come forth to really feel your rain drops and be warmed in your direct sunlight . . . and grow up for you – like a little enfant and small child grows up in his mother’s love.
Just looked to my left where the porch door window is – it’s raining a little now. And my enthusiasm is subsiding now. Feeling normal again. And wondering: “Should I send this email to Lady Leilah? Will she like it? Should I just be quiet? As quiet as a mouse? I don’t know.
Love is fusing you and God to me, Lady Leilah. I’m beginning to feel and see God’s love for you; and the love in my heart that must come from God wants to give to you His love. And yet, all I can do is stay quietly here – like that seed in the garden. I’m not capable of doing great and mighty things. It’s spiritual what is happening – not natural. And, as the natural man becomes less and less . . . then the spiritual man becomes free from the restraints of “the natural” so he, the spiritual, is able to live in the freedom of true God. As Jesus said to Nicodemus about being born again. [John 3].
Because You Loved Me -LYRICS – YouTube
Going to take a nap now . . . to rest a while in the quietness and peace . . . wishing you a good day, Lady Leilah . . . love you and grateful to you and thankful to you for all your goodness and gracefulness that is such a blessing to me to see in you in your God blessed loveliness. You are a reflection of Him Lady Leilah. Lady Leilah of the Lord God.
maybe mark
“Lady Leilah’s Seed in Her Garden_”
October 18th, 2022. 11:01 PM
Dearest Lady Leilah: As a seed in your garden
maybe mark may only sprout as you care for your garden – your spiritual garden
May true God bless you and your garden, Lady of the Lord God
I believe Lady Leilah’s garden is a sacred place most precious
A secret and spiritual place where God has set wonderful and blessed things to grow
By His Love and Will and Faith and Hope and Joy and Eternal Life for you
In Christ our Lord and Savior
By the grace of true God
In Jesus’ name we pray
Amen.
And Lady Leilah, do not be anxious about anything
But by prayer and thanksgiving and gratitude to God
Let all your requests be made known to Him in Jesus’ name
And the peace of God that passes all understanding will guard
Our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus and will keep us in His Divine Will
Forever and ever Amen.
Let the peace of God rest upon your heart always;
For He cares for you eternally
And is bringing you into His glorious kingdom
The kingdom of God
Where you will always be taken care of in love
And where there will be pleasures forever more for you
At the right hand of God
And you will behold Him in the beauty of holiness
As he makes you holy and blessed and pure
All we have to do is trust in Him each day
In the faith of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior
Amen.
Give all your anxieties to Him
Each time one comes up, give it to Him your Redeemer – our Redeemer
“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart,
And you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” -Matthew 11:28-30. ESV Study Bible.
maybe mark
A Mighty Fortress is our God – Christian Hymns with Lyrics (Choir) / Martin Luther – YouTube
“Confiding in you”
October 17, 2022. 10:17 PM
Dear Lady Leilah, may I please confide in you some thoughts I’ve had? It’s in the hope that, by confessing these thoughts to you it might help our friendship – by bring the thoughts out into the open – so that, if they are wrong, they may go away after being brought out into the light – rather than keeping them hidden in the dark – where, like wet laundry kept in a basket rather than being put out on a clothesline — never dry up – because they aren’t being properly taken care of. These now are my hidden thoughts – which may be all wrong – as in – not true at all. I imagine that many of the “In True Private” times at mfc are not authentic – in other words, nothing special is happening during those several minutes when I do not see the model. I imagine it’s just a “trick” to try to draw the naïve into clicking on the “button” to view the model — for the purpose of auto-charging him for tokens at the rate of about 60 tokens per minute. And in my particular case, I imagine the reason for the many “In True Private” sessions being presented to me [sometimes as abruptly as a door being suddenly closed in front of me] is to test me – to test my patience – or maybe, to exact revenge for having written some things to the model in emails concerning the Bible and the gospel – things that some folks take offense at – such as the belief that we are all sinners and therefore we all need to believe on Jesus Christ for forgiveness of our sins — so that we may be saved by Him, the Savior – and for indicating to other models that, maybe, being naked on cam is for the purpose of inducing lust and for tokens. I admit that I really don’t know the motivations in other people – so, I’m only confessing my thoughts about this matter – while admitting that I don’t know anything for certain.
In my Lord Jesus’ name and thanks be to His heavenly Father for allowing the writer to confess what may only be his sinful and suspicious and, perhaps, baseless thoughts. May True God forgive me; and may such thoughts go away if they are not true. Amen. And, if they are true, then may those who are attempting to trick others see that what they are doing is wrong and stop doing it.
mark
“Lady Leilah’s Seed In Her Garden . . .”
October 18th, 2022. 3:41 PM
Dearest Lady Leilah: This seed in your garden can only wait and hope and pray in the silence and the darkness ‘till he can come out for you
And grow up for you
And become for you
Your vegetables and fruits and cherries and pears
And somehow he even wants to become your milk and ice cream and maybe yogurt – if you like yogurt –
So he can provide your protein to make your muscles strong and supple
And keep your skin healthy and beautifully white – just like Snow White –
And keep your hair growing long and full
And your teeth white and your smile lovely
And your eyes sparkling and seeing like an eagle
And make you spiritual so that . . .
Your wings begin to grow
And you can fly high as an eagle
And be as heavenly as an angel of true God
And be mighty in strength so you break out of one world and right into another . . .
A more glorious one – where eternity is –
And where there is no more pain nor sorrow nor sickness nor weakness nor tears nor death anymore
Matthew 13
Matthew 13 ESV – The Parable of the Sower – That same – Bible Gateway
maybe mark . . . may be yours
he doesn’t know
he only believes
and maybe even believing is giving way to something greater and more powerful that he cannot resist
the power of God’s Love and Light and Spirit
“Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound,
But you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” -John 3:7, 8. ESV Study Bible.
John 3, 4
John 3-4 ESV – You Must Be Born Again – Now there was – Bible Gateway
“About ‘Gretchen’”
October 20th, 2022. 3:06 AM
Disappointed that you don’t reply to my emails
Drooping like a plant in the garden that is being neglected
Guess it’s tough being a cam girl
Maybe it gets tiresome merely putting on an appearance of pretty
And using an online name – rather than being real
Maybe it takes courage to tell the truth
Maybe it takes character
Maybe showing off the flesh for tokens is a spiritually depressing life style
And in that depressing state of being, one cannot write back honestly
Maybe there is the fear that, if you be honest and truthful
Those who like your mere appearance of prettiness will be disappointed by
The Real You and turn away – and then you’ll get no more tokens
Maybe you’re mistaken about that . . .
Maybe the real you is more worthy of being really loved than you can imagine
Here is a story – in two parts
Don’t know if you already read it or not
Wish I could really hear from you, lady
Really get to know you and, maybe, honestly love you
“Gretchen and the Pearl of Great Value” – Mark’s Imaginings (marksimaginings.com)
“Gretchen Enters a New Life” – Mark’s Imaginings (marksimaginings.com)
Mark 5 ESV – Jesus Heals a Man with a Demon – They – Bible Gateway
“Talitha cumi” -verse 41
And after you arise and have something to eat . . .
Maybe you will feel well enough to reply and write about
Who you really are
And if you can’t . . .
Then maybe you need to receive the Helper whom Jesus sends into the hearts of those
Who really believe in Him – the Spirit of truth and understanding –[Isaiah 11:2]
Whom Jesus told His disciples about in John 14-17 ESV Study Bible
John 14-17 ESV – I Am the Way, and the Truth, and the – Bible Gateway
“Solitaire — sort of . . .”
October 20th, 2022. 11:20 PM
Getting older isn’t funny – I mean the feeling, the aches and pains – but the facts about it – they can be funny.
Solitaire, for example:
I played solitaire today, Lady Leilah – all by myself – for the first time in several weeks.
First, I reluctantly began by shuffling the deck of cards – it’s an old deck – not nearly as old as me – but getting on in years.
And still holding up well. Practically everything I own lasts a long time . . . maybe because I’m gentle and considerate with everything in my life
If a woman wanted to live a long life, maybe she should marry me – I’d take such good and gently and kind and considerate care of her she’d likely last a long long life time.
Maybe our Lord God would give her eternally life and so she’d last forever.
I shuffle the cards very thoroughly.
Maybe it takes me 3 minutes of shuffling before I’m ready to actually begin to place the cards on the able.
My grandmother Richer taught me how to play solitaire
It was during summer vacation at her cottage on the shore of Lake Hiawatha in Bellingham, Massachusetts way back in the mid-1950s.
I saw her playing that game one afternoon during my vacation there with my sister and a few of our cousins, too.
We stayed overnight there for about 3 days in the summertime – more than one year in a row.
So, later, I asked her to teach me to play that game. And she did.
I bought a new deck of cards about, maybe, a year ago – but the old deck is still OK – so, I keep using it.
After shuffling the deck, though, instead of beginning to play – I took a break.
I stand to play solitaire – rather than sitting.
So, after a while – doing something else – I really don’t recall what – I came back to my black wooden task table
And finally distributed the cards and began to play.
The game usually takes about 10 minutes.
I look at the clock as I begin shuffling and then again after the games is over.
Sometimes, I can remember what time I started – and sometimes I can’t
I know . . . I could write down the time – and I used to do that – but I don’t want to write it down anymore – if I can’t remember . . .well that’s just the way it is now.
I felt rather comfortable this time as I stood there playing; so, I enjoyed it. I didn’t win – but came close to winning.
I didn’t shuffle the cards when it was over – just put them all together and put the deck away in the drawer of my Task Table — ‘till I play again.
I’ve often thought it would be sweet – if I had a sweetheart – to play solitaire with her – like this:
She would stand on one side of the task table, and I’d stand on the other
We could play separate games, facing each other at the table. She could use the brand-new deck if she liked. I’ll use the old one — unless she preferred the old one.
We might chat just a little as we quietly played. We might have a cup of coffee and a cup of tea on the table to sip occasionally as we played and chatted.
We might even take a short break during the game and dance a slow dance on the carpeted floor – maybe in bare feet.
We might listen to a sweet and slow love song as we danced.
The Seekers – I’ll Never Find Another You (HQ Stereo, 1964/’68) – YouTube
“A Love Letter for Lady Leilah [it isn’t very sensuous, though] But, I still wrote it in love for you . . .”
October 21st, 2022. 11:40 PM
Dear Lady Leilah: Thank you for chatting with me today. It was very nice for this lonely old boy to be able to confide in you and see you. It would be special to hear back from you, too. Some things about you are mysterious, Lady Leilah – like enjoying my emails but not writing back to me. I’d like to share some other thoughts I have about “us.” They have to do with something, I’ll call “the natural man/spiritual man” conundrum/paradox/dilemma. What I mean by that is this: the natural man enjoys seeing you au natural; but the spiritual/Scriptural man wonders about the morality of it. And if I try to decide like this: “Well, maybe I should stop going there and looking.” – then I feel so deprived of the enjoyment of your company that I go back anyway. And it isn’t all about seeing you sensuously, either; it’s also about just seeing you and chatting with you . . .corresponding with you in words and thoughts and such like that . . . sharing . . .being in Time with you . . . being in love with you . . .even if we are maybe a few thousand geographical miles apart . . . we are still together in the Spirit . . . and in love.
I went out of my apartment late today and discarded some things; and, as mentioned to you in PM, also went to the neighborhood store and bought some bleach, bread, juice, margarine and paper towels. $13.
I wonder some things about you: whether you have a lover; how old you are [not sure if you are still in your 20s or in your 30s; whether you’ve ever been married and had a baby; what your real name is; whether you have brothers and sisters; whether your parents are both still living; whether it is stressful for you to care for 7 pets; how well you sleep at night. About the matter of having many thoughts. I’ve heard of something called “racing thoughts.” When I was a young boy, my thought problem was about thinking that I had committed a mortal sin or not. It would bother me so much, I’d go to church to confession and confess things that I may not have done – just to try to be mentally relieved of my, I don’t know for sure what to call them “obsessive thoughts” maybe?
My lower back pain is subsiding – so, perhaps, I’ll be able and willing to go to the supermarket soon. I’m about to run out of my favorite margarine “Smart Balance.” And it isn’t sold in most stores around here. I have to either walk about 22 minutes to a Stop & Shop that is out-of-state [in Bellingham, Massachusetts] or take a public bus to East Woonsocket’s Price Rite supermarket – which only has it in 15 ounce container – rather than a 45 ounce container. 3 15 oz. would cost about $15 – while one 45oz container costs only about $11. I already bought a package of low-cost Imperial margarine today for $1.50 – so, I don’t really have to take a long walk or a bus tomorrow. The Smart Balance margarine is very healthy, I guess – it has lots of vitamin A, D, and calcium – and it’s high in Omega-3 ALA. And it’s the most delicious margarine of them all in my humble opinion. I’ve been thinking I could do without margarine completely by merely using safflower oil instead of margarine. And I also have olive oil. I can pour a tablespoon of oil onto my toast rather than spreading margarine.
I tried to find your unique word “shanky” in 3 college dictionaries this evening. The word shank is in each one and refers to the lower part of the leg. You added your own meaning to the word “shanky” though – so, I understand what you meant, love.
May I now send you a gentle, loving hug Lady Leilah? I love you, lady. You are so beautiful to me . . .
Neil Diamond & Barbra Streisand – You Don’t Bring Me Flowers Anymore – YouTube
Barbra Streisand Neil Diamond – You Don’t Bring Me Flowers – YouTube
Cool Change Little River Band
PS: I don’t feel guilty about seeing you au natural. I love you so much that guilt just fades away – like clouds in the strong sunlight. I love you just as you beautifully are, Lady Leilah. Never met anyone before who seems so much like me – until meeting you, Lady Leilah – not that I’m beautiful like you; nor as young as you; nor having such a lovely figure as you – but still, in spirit and soul and heart, we seem to be alike very much.
maybe mark
“Love and Peace for Lady Leilah”
October 22nd, 2022. 2:03 PM
Dear Lady Leilah.
Be loved and peaceful today, love.
And all your 4 cats and 3 dogs also be healthy and loved and peaceful – just like you Lady Leilah
maybe mark
“Thanksgiving to you”
October 22nd, 2022. 2:38 PM
Thank you, Lady Leilah, for honestly confiding to me
About my writing being too much
I prefer deferring to you and being brief/concise
I Honestly Love You With Lyrics – YouTube
“So Teach Us to Number our Days . . . ” Psalm 90:12 ESV Study Bible”
October 22nd, 2022. 11:29 PM
Dear Lady Leilah, May I share with you, love, some thoughts I’m having of us?
You and I met on October 4th, 2022.
Yom Kippur begins on this date – the Jewish Day of Atonement.
It is also the 277th day of this year – according to Day Numbers for 2022 (epochconverter.com)
And when I was living at home as a young boy, my dad’s station wagon, had the license plate RR 277
So, you and I, Lady Leilah have a special day that is also special to the Jews –
And also special to my/our family, Lady Leilah.
And our family phone number was 769 9177
That number 77 seems to be a recurring number.
I heard 7 is a spiritual number
And about numbering our days . . .
When I was very young in the 1950s, my grandmother Richer [Lucia Roy Richer]
Would babysit me and my sister in her house on Reed Avenue in Woonsocket
During a brief time when my mother was working at The Falls Yarn textile mill in Market Square in Woonsocket.
I believe it was because my dad had just opened his TV & Radio Sales and Service business on Elm Street
Directly across the street from The House of Brides.
And my grandmother watched some soap opera TV shows in the afternoon.
One of them was “Days of Our Lives”
There were some words spoken by an announcer at the beginning of each show:
“Like sand through an hourglass, these are the days of our lives.”
“Days of Our Lives” 55th Anniversary Tribute – YouTube
Love you, Lady Leilah
maybe mark
Lady Leilah, I really liked what you asked me at the end of our myfreecams meeting today.
That was very nice of you and very beautiful, too.
Love you always, Lady Leilah
“So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.” -Psalm 90:12 ESV Study Bible.
“To Send a Help to You”
October 29th, 2022. 10:21 PM
Dear Lady Leilah enjoyed our conversation at mfc today very much.
Thank you, lady.
Been thinking about sending 29 by cash app ever since.
Re-installed the app a few hours ago.
It’s been so long since using that app, forgot how much the fee is to send some help.
Can you tell me?
Whenever you’re ready to receive a help-gift from me for 29
Just let me know your cash app name — exactly as required by cash app
So that you quickly get the gift of help.
Hoping you use it for basic necessities of your home life – including helping you support your
Four cats and three dogs – and for your own needs of food, clothing, shelter and personal care —
and domestic things like paper towels, shampoo, detergent, pads, etc. . . .
Love you Lady Leilah
Mark
“Having Some Misgivings . . .”
October 30th, 2022. 5:08 AM
Dear Leilah, about sending you some help soon as we have discussed already:
Hopefully, these misgivings are only temporary
And you will be able to allay my concerns.
I still don’t know your real name.
I still have not received one single email from you – ever.
I would like to know your real name – exactly as spelled on your legal ID.
And I’d really like to be receiving emails from you.
So, as things now stand, I’m waiting on you to help me with these matters –
By being honest-to-goodness real and authentic and genuine with me.
Who are you, really?
Mark.
“Overcoming Anxiety and Other Fears”
October 30th, 2022. 6:25 AM
Dearest Leilah: Hi Love
Just thinking and wondering if, maybe, you’re going on a hike today up in the mountains to take fearful risks – believing [falsely] that is the way to become free of anxiety. Maybe, Leilah, the way to become free of anxiety is by truly believing in and trusting and LOVING True God. And in that way, we enjoy such Peace in our heart and mind and soul and spirit – by resting in Him – that all our fears just pass away. That is God’s Way – and it is Spiritual – not natural man’s way – but His Way.
1 John 4:7-21 ESV – God Is Love – Beloved, let us love one – Bible Gateway
Dearest Leilah, the following hymn depicts someone hiking up in the mountains; so, it is very appropriate for you, today – going on a hike up in the mountains.
Vinesong Holy Spirit Move Me Now lyric Video – YouTube
And Leilah . . . I’m so thankful to True God to be able to enjoy the experience of going up in the mountains and hearing a beautiful hymn without having to go on an arduous hike; however, many years ago, I did drive my car all the way from Rhode Island to New Hampshire; and did hike up in the mountains. And you, Leilah, you have already hiked up Charleston Pk. 11,919 feet. I see it in my atlas right here on my desk. It’s west of Las Vegas, Nevada. Maybe 60 miles west of Las Vegas. Please don’t suffer up there this time, Leilah. Stay safe and stay warm. No frost bight, OK love?
There is a quotation – not exactly sure of the words: something like: “Those who are wise do not do desperate things.” Or, “It is not of wisdom to do desperate things.” Be safe, Leilah. Love you. And True God loves you more and more and more. Trust in Him, in True God Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
“I am a seed in Lady Leilah’s Garden”
October 30th, 2022. 9:10 AM
I want to live for her
And grow for her
In her spiritual garden so glorious
So lovely is Leilah’s Garden
So blessed are all her pretty flowers and berries and veggies
Growing there for her
And so happy are all those who belong to her
They all want to be for her and to her and with her
They all want to be good and kind and sweet and nourishing for her, their lady
The Lady of the Garden, the garden of Eden Restored
“Your Hike Today”
October 30th, 2022. 10:41 PM
Dear Leilah. Sundays are the loneliest days for me – Leilah’s nowhere to be found, heard, nor seen.
It’s 9:21 PM here in RI; so, it must be 6:21 PM in your neck of the woods – out there . . . out West.
Wonderin’ how your day of hiking went? Hope you’re feeling OK and everything went well.
Wonderin’ too if it was just a day of hiking – or were you also doing photography?
Wonderin’ why you have never emailed me.
Wonderin’ why you don’t tell me why you never replied to any of my emails – mfc emails — and this kind of email.
May True God so bless your heart that you live in the freedom and the courage to speak, to write, to tell the truth, to be honest, to be open.
Are you concerned that I might write about you?
I know, I did write about you early on on my blog.
Did that make you unwilling to email me?
I’d really like to understand you better, Leilah.
I haven’t done that again since, though.
You might have just what it takes to be a writer, Leilah.
Maybe that’s why the Lord brought us into corresponding . . .
And maybe writing to you will help you come out of your shell,
Help you break down the walls encapsulating you
Set you free to speak and write and tell all speaking and writing from your heart
And maybe that’s why you go hiking in the mountains . . .
God on the Mountain by Lynda Randle – Lyrics – YouTube
Tell me something, Leilah – anything.
I have so many thoughts of you you’re makin’ me like an old corvette that’s being taken out on the highway
And driven’ 88 miles an hour. You’re shakin’ me and breakin’ me, Leilah.
This “old house” just can’t keep up with your youthfulness and figure of a woman body so beautiful and pretty as-can-be face and eyes so tender
And your self-control and reserve are like a mighty and stable mountain.
Marty Robbins – Lord You Gave Me A Mountain – YouTube
Maybe the Lord is turning my heart into a cryin’ river of love tearfully flowing to you
And maybe I’m just losing my mind
I don’t know . . .
Trusting in the Lord in Jesus’ Name
Trusting in the grace of God and the faith of his Son and the Help of their Holy Spirit
Hope to sleep long and deep tonight
I don’t seem to dream that much during sleep – maybe because I “dream” so much during waking hours.
When I wake up in the morning, I think of you, Leilah. And fantasies come into my imagination – exciting ones —
They really get me
But, after enjoying them in my mind for a while I get out of bed slowly and slip into my slippers
And slowly walk out of the bedroom . . . . checking the thermometer on the doorframe and wondering what time it is
And go into the pantry to boil water for tea
And then into the bathroom for 2 minutes.
Then maybe put on my old and thin bathrobe
And maybe adjust the thermostat upward a little if it’s chilly in Rhode Island
And think about cereal in a bowl . . . maybe make it hot with the water beginning to boil for the tea.
Then notice my aches and pains stiff neck lower back shaky hands what a experience getting older is how long will it go on like this . . . aging.
And still can remember being a little boy at home before even starting school in first grade in September 1958.
What a memory for things long long ago on Sweet Avenue in our 3rd-floor 5-room tenement that Memere Wilbur [mom’s mom] owned and had a garden and pear trees and an apple tree and a maple tree; and 2 grape vines; and a picnic table. 76 Sweet Avenue. Then in 1961 at 9-and-a-half we moved into the “new” house in the backyard the Saturday night before Mother’s Day. Might have been May 8th, 1961. Or May 13th, I forget.
Just checked a May 1961 calendar online. May 14th, 1961 was Mother’s Day that year. So, we went to bed that Saturday night in our new home – May 13th – and we woke up on Mother’s Day – which was also the 13th anniversary of the founding of The State of Israel – May 14th, 1948.
Bless you, Leilah.
Bless you to become a writer
I’ll be your reader.
Love you, lady
mark
Ladymark
November 1st, 2022. 5:16 AM
Dear Leilah: Just thinking of you this morning. And whether I should have sent 29 as we had discussed earlier.
Also thinking about God and His will, His sovereignty over us. I confess that I always need Him to be sovereign over me
Because he knows what is good and right in all matters. I don’t know. He knows.
Also thinking about the matter of sexting. My flesh finds it desirable to enjoy sexting with you, love.
My spirit though is under the sovereignty of true God’s Spirit for my own good.
Jesus said, If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.
Noticed this morning a measure of comfort in me – in my heart and soul — and it seemed that being in love with you comforts me.
It seems good to me to be in God’s Love with you. And it is good for me to be able to share my thoughts with you, Leilah.
I’m not so alone because I can confide with you about personal things. And you also are welcome to confide if you should feel in your heart to do so.
Including sexting with me if you would find doing so a comfort to you. I like to prefer you over myself – rather than myself.
it helps me to stay at peace by preferring you. It may be that by being in submission to another – to true God first of all – it allows me to be at rest in Him.
By letting Him be my Good Shepherd and me just one of His lowly sheep letting Him do the leadership role.
Amen.
Love you, Lady Leilah.
Not feeling nervous nor shaky at all now
Being at peace in Him and in love with you
There is good comfort for me for us in His Way and His Truth and His Life.
Sending His Love to you now . . . His Love for both of us.
You are God’s goodness to me, Leilah.
Thinking of a Scripture now:
The marriage bed is undefiled.
Not exactly sure what it means
But it seems to little old me that it means
If two are married to each other and are enjoying God’s favor over them whom God has brought together
Then what happens in and on their marriage bed has God’s approval.
maybe mark . . .
“becoming childlike at heart”
November 1st, 2022. 5:41 AM
This Old Man (2D) | +More Nursery Rhymes & Kids Songs – CoCoMelon – YouTube
“Look What . . .”
November 2nd, 2022. 7:09 AM
“Look What Politics Has Given US — USA” – Mark’s Imaginings (marksimaginings.com)
Amen
“Credibility”
November 3rd, 2022. 10:36 AM
Leilah: Some things seem not credible to me:
For example:
bringing up sexting – and then leaving the conversation abruptly
- Asking if there is interest in seeing stripping – but not doing it
- Not replying to Skype messages
- Not ever replying to email messages
- Not ever replying to MFC Mail messages
- Doing erotic dancing with friends – but there was nothing else happening
- Going up into the mountains for nude photography – but nothing else was happening
- Bringing up sexting – and then claiming not to really like sexting
- It seems that Lady Leilah is “a persona incredible” – an actress in pretense – a pretender
- Consequently, everything becomes suspect – for example:
- Being short 300 for rent
- Renting a house
- Having an associate’s degree in Vet Tech
- Maybe many of these things are true – just can’t be sure
- Just don’t know . . .
“Leilah, You Are Welcome to Lean on Me — So Help Us, God — in Jesus’ Name”
November 3rd, 2022. 10:20 PM
Dearest Leilah:
Hi love. While with you at mfc this evening, noticed the lights were dimming after sunset; remembered a few weeks ago you mentioned your electric bill being higher than usual. So, wondering if the dimming of the lights had something to do with the bill? Also remembering that you mentioned the rent and being “short” about 300. So, I’m concerned for my friend, Leilah. Also recall you expressing frustration and not wanting to be at your computer all the time. So, was wondering if you’d like to have my phone number – in case you’d like to talk sometime about your situation or about anything else, too – without having to use a computer?
I have temporarily stopped my phone’s messenger service from working so I don’t get political text messages that waste my text minutes. After the Elections on November 8th [next Tuesday] I’ll be turning my phone’s Text Messages app on again. Anyway, please let me know if you want my phone number. And, if texting is how you want to communicate with me, I would even turn my text app back on just for you. Another thing, I don’t usually answer my phone – because I only get commercial type calls that I’m not interested in; so, my phone’s ringtone is set to very low – so I don’t hear it ring. If anyone wants to leave a message on Voice Mail, they may do so. But, if you were to call me, I’d be willing to answer my phone – if I saw your first name on the caller ID window. It might be very much appreciated for me to have a personal friend whom I genuinely love to call me. And it may be that in phone calling, I may be less talkative than I am a writer; so, you may enjoy talking with me and finding I’m a quiet listen – and not so wordy as I am in writing. My mother was very very talkative; and I must confess that it was very stressful for me to have to listen . . . and listen . . . and listen to “non-stop” talking. I believe, though, that you are not at all like my mother.
So, let me know if you would like my phone number. And you may also write to me by email or on Skype – in fact, I just realized Skype has free phone calling, doesn’t it? I never made a phone call on Skype so I would have to learn about that. Maybe you could help me with Skype phone calling?
Mark David Richer who loves you, Leilah.
Lean on Me – Bill Withers (Lyrics) RIP 💔 – YouTube
“Leilah’s Word – Okz”
November 4th, 2022. 7:33 AM
Dearest Leilah:
I’m thinking of you, love. Like that beautiful love song:
“You Were [Are] Always On my Mind”
This song makes my heart cry sweetly . . .
ALWAYS ON MY MIND – Willie Nelson (Lyrics) – YouTube
Leilah, you are the only one in all my life whoever wrote the word “OKz” to me.
I never even came across that word until you, Lady Leilah, came into my life so lovely . . . so beautifully you came into my life, Leilah
Keep coming Leilah – keep on coming into my life, Leilah. I love you in my life Leilah.
My life wants you dearest Leilah
And last night in your room at mfc when the lights grew dim – you looked a little older in the dimming light.
You also looked more glamorous to me – more mature – and still you looked very desirable
And I still love you, Leilah
I will always love you, Leilah
I will always want you in my life and in my heart — “You’re The Inspiration”
Yesterday in the evening, Leilah – I was imagining you walking into my apartment for the first time ever.
“The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face” – in real life, Leilah.
And I imagined standing up and walking toward you and trying to speak:
“Hi Leilah,” I finally said
“I’m seeing you for the first time ever in all my life – in person. In reality.”
“You look beautiful, Leilah. You really are taller than me by two inches.”
“You look glamorous, Leilah.”
“I’m really thrilled to be seeing you in person and meeting you for the first time.”
“You’re very welcome to be here, Leilah.”
“I want you to stay here with me forever, Leilah.”
“I want you to always be with me, love.”
“I want this to be OUR home, Leilah – yours and mine – our home.”
“Please come in and make yourself at home now.”
“And Leilah . . . may we hug? I want to hold you in my arms and feel the blessedness of you and your body in my arms.”
“And I want to hold you in my arms like this every day, Leilah. And many times a day, Leilah, I want to embrace you . . . to sweetly embrace you, please darling . . . let me hold you in my arms in love with you.”
“May I make a cup of coffee for you, Leilah?”
“Please come in and relax, now, Leilah.”
“You are at home now – with me.”
“This is your home, Leilah — your home with me.”
“This is our place now – yours and mine.”
maybe mark
“I want to be all yours, Leilah.”
“I want to be your baby, Leilah my love.”
Mark David Richer
Ladymark
Lady Leilah’s maybe mark – your baby – Leilah’s baby – Leilah’s maybe mark baby – forever yours for the taking, Leilah
I’m yours, Leilah
I’m yours in love, Leilah — in love with you.
Almost forgot about your word, Leilah: OKz.
The z at the end has a vibration to it.
I like your vibrations, Leilah.
I love how you vibrate me, Leilah.
You and only you vibrate me, Leilah.
You make words mysterious
I didn’t know the meaning of OKz until you came into my life, Leilah . . .
And began to vibrate my heart and soul and mind and body and spirit — as only you can do to me, Lady Leilah
I love what you bring into my life, Leilah – true love is what you bring into my life – and make my heart zzzzzzzzing with good vibrations
The good vibrations of Lady Leilah’s love for me.
And my love for her – for You.
I’m still a seed in your lush green garden, Leilah
Make me grow for you, Leilah
Make me become whatever you want me to be for you in love
In our Lord Jesus’ name, Amen.
As Jesus said: “I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.” -John 15:5. ESV Study Bible.
John 15 ESV – I Am the True Vine – “I am the true – Bible Gateway
Jesus Christ is Lord.
“Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!” -Revelation 22:20b.
Revelation 22 ESV – The River of Life – Then the angel – Bible Gateway
“An Imaginary Scene”
November 4th, 2022. 10:46 PM
Dearest Leilah:
May I share with you a sweet imagining I had of us?
Was imagining us a married couple
And it’s very early morning in the winter time in New England where we live together as husband and wife.
Leilah: “maybe mark, my love, I’m going to take a hot shower now. May I prevail upon you my love to do a sweet thing for me, please?”
Mark: “Yes dear. What sweet thing may I do for you, my love?”
Leilah: “I was just imagining how nice and comforting it would be for a steaming cup of hot coffee was waiting for me as soon as I come out of the shower.”
Mark: “I’ll make it for you, Leilah – and just the way you like it, darling.”
Leilah: “Thank you, my love. I should be out of the shower in 20 minutes . . . please.”
Mark : Your cup of coffee will be waiting for you as soon as you appear from your shower, love.”
Twenty minutes later, Leilah comes out of the shower drying her hair with a towel. She sits down in her favorite chair;
And mark immediately is there beside her and places Leilah’s hot coffee on the little table beside her.
Leilah: “Thank you, maybe, you’re the best, my love.”
She removes the towel from where she had been rubbing her hair dry with it and is looking left and right for a place to place it. Mark extends his hand and Leilah drapes the towel over his forearm.
Leilah: “Mark, my love, would you sit with me in the chair immediately before me; so, I may enjoy your company while sipping this delicious cup of coffee you lovingly made just for your wife?”
Mark: “I would most certainly enjoying keeping my beautiful wife company while she enjoys her drink.” Leilah gives her husband a gentle and kindhearted smile of appreciation – and he sits down in the chair before her – without saying a word.
Leilah: “Mark, your loving care of me has put me in a playful and happy state of heart and mind. May I confide something else to my loving husband, please?”
Mark: “Yes, my love.”
Leilah: “It’s actually a very sexxxy thing that is in my heart’s desire, Mark – if you will permit me to confide such a thing to my husband so early in the morning.”
Mark: “What is it, dear? I want to know your heart’s desire at every and any time of day, my love.”
Leilah: “Well, I must first confide to you dear that I am embarrassed to say it – it is so base and so horny of me.”
Mark: “Oh . . . my loving wife; please feel free to tell me your heart’s desire – it may be my heart’s desire as well – seeing as we are after all “one flesh” now as husband and wife.”
Leilah: “Well, may I just put it very concisely; and then, us being of one mind and one heart in love, you may understand my desire by our Savior’s Holy Spirit – the Spirit of truth and understanding –who gives us understanding.”
Mark: “Yes, Leilah. Please put it in concise words; and let us see if the Spirit will aid my understanding to know your desire unspoken.”
Leilah: “Would you kindly just stand beside me, Mark – as close as you can, please.” So, Mark stands ever so close to his wife as he can. “Oh Mark, you know I don’t smoke cigarettes; and have no liking for such a thing – but still I have this desire to enjoy something like that between my sips of this hot coffee you made for me.”
Mark: “I do understand, my love, this desire of your heart. And I’m most willing to provide for you – to satisfy your heart’s desire, my love.”
Maybe Mark’s Star Quest — Lady Leilah
November 4th, 2022. 11:51 PM
Dearest Leilah:
Remember tonight I was confessing to you, my lady love
That you are as an unreachable star to me?
Something . . . someone so lovely whom I want whom I desire
But she is beyond my reach?
Well, a beautiful song came to mind later this evening
That is about such a thing unreachable
And then, remembered something Jesus said:
“With man it is impossible; but with God all things are possible.”
Therefore, Leilah, with God may the impossible become the possible
And may the possible even become reality?
And it is also written somewhere:
“These three remain: faith, hope and love
But the greatest of these is love.”
You Lady Leilah are loved very much by lowly maybe mark
In faith and in hope may God Who IS Love
Make the impossible to reach Leilah
A real possibility to maybe mark who loves her
And by true God’s grace and the faith of Jesus Christ and the help of the Helper the Holy Spirit
May Leilah and Mark be brought together in love and in Christ and in marriage.
In Jesus’ Name we pray to the Father for this.
Amen.
The Impossible Dream-Man of La Mancha-Brian Stokes Mitchell 不可能的夢／音樂劇〈夢幻騎士〉 – YouTube
“When I Fall In Love . . .”
November 5th, 2022. 12:41 AM
If maybe mark can’t reach Lady Leilah
Maybe Lady Leilah will become a falling star . . .
For maybe mark
Nat King Cole – When I Fall In Love (Lyrics) – YouTube
“Instead of throwing out your computer . . .”
November 5th, 2022. 12:55 AM
Leilah, when you really get fed up with the life you’re living
That you say makes you want to throw away your computer
But you hesitate and don’t do it
Try this instead: Jesus Christ
By first reading and then believing the gospel in The New Testament of The Holy Bible
No one can do it for you
“A Song by Helen Reddy”
November 5th, 2022. 1:07 AM
“Thank you, Leilah”
November 5th, 2022. 1:45 PM
Dearest Lady Leilah,
Thank you from the bottom of my lowly heart
For sharing with me the intimate beauty of yourself and
Your loveliness that touch my heart to open in love to you
And love for you. May it please true God for me to always be
In love with you; and to be always able and willing to give good things to you
Especially love, true love; and to be always able and very willing to be supportive of you in every good way.
Mark David Richer
“All that we have comes from God and we give it out of his hand.”
Love you, Leilah
I.O.U. – Lee Greenwood | Lyrics – YouTube
I OWE YOU – LEE GREENWOOD – YouTube
I want to be so good to you, Leilah
I want to be always giving to you whatever you want and need.
I want to be true God’s channel of his love to you.
“for Leilah . . . i am lowly”
November 5th, 2022. 2:48 PM
Lady Leilah . . .
i am lowly for her
lowly for her loveliness
lowly for her smile
lowly for her gentle eyes
lowly for her beauty
lowly for her lowly voice in intimacy
i am lowly to be with her
lowly to hear from her
lowly to read her written thoughts to me
I am at peace in Leilah’s love already . . .
It is peaceful here in lowliness
We can be at peace in lowliness
For our Savior is lowly –
And He is Lord of heaven and earth
As Jesus said: “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” -Matthew 11:28-30. ESV Study Bible.
REVIVAL IN BELFAST | Robin Mark [1999] [FULL DISC – HQ] – YouTube
Leilah, are you of Irish descent?
My girlfriend during the summer of ’74 was Irish
She was also my classmate at St. Charles School from 4th through 8th grades
St. Charles School was an Irish parish in Woonsocket. Eileen was/is Irish.
She isn’t my girlfriend now.
I can still see the church building from my apartment windows and porch.
The parish is closed now; and the red brick 4-story schoolhouse is gone.
There is only grass and small trees there now – where the schoolyard had been.
Sister Mary Carlene was our 1st-grade teacher there in 1958-’59.
She taught us the alphabet and how to read words and how to print letters with big black pencils.
She was young and pretty. There were more than 60 students in our first grade class.
I felt anxiety every morning going to school – but, it didn’t stop me at all.
I did well in school getting A’s and B’s. I really liked learning. It’s all so interesting.
Leilah, you look like you might be Irish.
Sister Mary Carlene was/is Irish, too.
Love you, Leilah
maybe mark – maybe Leilah’s mark
Lady Leilah’s maybe mark
Lady Leilah’s babe . . . maybe . . .
“Wondering About Leilah”
November 5th, 2022. 3:57 PM
Dearest Leilah:
O Most Lovely Lady
My eyes adore you
My heart also in love adores you
My heart is in deep thought about you
You seem to me connected with God
Scriptures come to mind in my thoughts of you, Leilah
“Our God is a consuming fire” –
Leilah, your beauty au natural is such that my heart is as though struck by an arrow.
And also, Leilah, your effect or affect in me is inflaming and inspiring me to write my thoughts of you.
And so, I wonder about all this.
Another Scripture, Leilah, that you bring to mind:
“No man can see God and live.”
Is seeing you, Leilah, seeing God?
Are you really the Lady of the Lord?
I am daily drawn to you as a moth is drawn to a lamp in the night.
All all day long my thoughts are of you, dearest Lady.
May true God so bless us that we may be in His Love and His Peace and His Grace
I am willing to be in love with thee, O Lady of my Lord God and Savior Jesus Christ.
Amen.
mark David richer
“O Shenandoah”
November 5th, 2022. 10:49 PM
Dearest Leilah: Remember that on MFC today I asked you if you ever heard the song: “O Shenandoah”?
And you said, “No.”
And I said that I’d send the song to you, love:
Well, darling, here it is – in one of its many versions.
I wonder if you like it?
Please let me know what it does to you as you listen to it, Leilah.
For me, it’s a sweet and melancholy love song.
I like it – even though it feels sad.
SHENANDOAH-Traditional American Folk Song- Performed by Tom Roush – YouTube
PS: I love you, Leilah.
I loved our time together at MFC today.
Thank you soooooooooo much, Lady love.
I want and hope to continue giving helps to you, Leilah.
My loving heart just wants to keep giving loving helps to Leilah.
I’m trying to practice self-control over my desire to keep sending helps to you.
I’d like to send them every single day to you, love
But . . . like the French-Canadians say: “Hey, Come on, huh!”
I must place some self-control over my everlasting and non-stop loving and giving to you, love.
I know . . . i’m going head-over-heels in love with you, lady.
Fortunately, at nearly 71, I understand that I have to take it easy.
I must not overdo it. So, that’s what I’m doing: taking it easy.
Staying peacefully and quietly in love with you.
Thank you, Leilah, for generously spending your precious time with me today.
maybe mark of Ladymark
it’s just “a term of endearment”
I’m in a state of loving endearment with Leilah
“Turning My Emails to You Into a Blog Post – Maybe”
November 6th, 2022. 11:51 PM
Dearest Leilah. Hi dear. Are you having a restful day this Sunday?
Hope so, love.
I have a question to ask you, Leilah.
It is about the 38 emails written and sent to you since October 14th, 2022.
Would you mind if I posted the whole collection of them on my blog?
With the tentative title: “Love Letters to Leilah” ?
Please let me know if this is OK with you, or not OK.
And if it is not OK, what about this?
Suppose I changed the name Leilah and Lady Leilah to
Something else – so that no one could discern your mfc identity
From my letters to you – if they are posted to my blog.
I began making a collection of them on Halloween
So, the first title given to the collection was “Halloween” –
Then, I changed it to: “Love Letters to Leilah”
I love you, Leilah, and want to be very careful that my love letters
Do not cause any problems for you.
Mark
And today, Leilah, I was thinking of your name
And wondering what it is
You told me that Leilah is your online name.
And I was imagining that knowing your real name might change
My thoughts about you – and my perception of you –
For example: If you told me your real name is Mary
I would have a different idea about you
And if your name is April . . .
Well, I write about someone named April –
She has a friend named August.
And then, I imagined your name is Penelope.
Leilah really gets me thinking and wondering . . .
Oh Shenandoah – The Kingston Trio – YouTube
“Confiding With Leilah”
November 7th, 2022. 12:35 AM
Dearest Leilah.
May I confide to you, Leilah — something(s) that are causing me some concern?
And what I’m imagining doing about it?
Because of two things – maybe more than two – I’m thinking of not going to mfc
In the hope that you will write to me — if I stay away.
And another reason for staying away has to do with thoughts that I’m being seduced by
Seeing the cam girl naked and moving seductively and posing very seductively.
Maybe it is foolish of me to go there and see that seductive behavior.
Maybe it is foolish of me to be sending cash app free support gifts to someone whose online behavior is seductive.
Maybe it will be good for her to see that a Christian — with God’s help – the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ –
Is enabled — by the Lord Jesus’ Holy Spirt — to practice self-control over “the flesh” — and deny himself –
And follow Jesus Christ, his Lord and Savior – rather than going to mfc to indulge in “the pleasures of the flesh.”
Romans 8-11 ESV – Life in the Spirit – There is therefore – Bible Gateway
Mark David
“Concerning Leilah and Rainbows”
November 7th, 2022. 4:10 PM
Dearest Leilah: Thank you so much for confiding with me
About your boyfriend mr. rainbow.
I like his bright colors
And that he’s a big boy
And that he comforts you when you need a comforter
And that he satisfies you – when you need a satisfier
And that he fills you when you need to be fulfilled
And that he pleasures you – when you need to be pleasured.
Here is a sweet song about rainbows
This sweet song, Leilah, is with love from me to you.
Kermit the Frog Sing Along | Rainbow Connection | The Muppets – YouTube
And here is another beautiful love song that mentions rainbows, love.
And it is sent to you from me with love to you, Lady Leilah
I believe in loving you, Leilah;
And that God made you to inspire my love for you
And to write love letters to you and to publish them;
So all the world may see how lovely and beautiful loving a lady is
For a man to do with his life and for his wife.
What A Wonderful World – Louis Armstrong – Lyric Video – YouTube
And that maybe even miracles of healing body, soul and spirit can happen
As we trust in true God Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior
And allow Him to have His Way with our lives as we surrender to Him;
Allowing Him to be our real Lord and Redeemer and Savior and Teacher.
“Our Meeting and Discussions Today”
November 7th, 2022. 9:28 PM
Dearest Leilah: Thinking about our chat today at mfc.
We said something about bdsm – that I seem to be a submissive;
And something about me doing bdsm.
Just wondering dear: What possible role do you have in mind
About us acting out in bdsm?
I’d love to know what your thoughts are – your imaginings about us doing bdsm.
What if we are both submissives, Leilah – you and me both?
What might you enjoy role-playing with me in a bdsm scenario?
I really liked your kind way of saying goodnight to me tonight, Leilah.
And I really and especially enjoy your kiss emoji to me.
It really means a lot to me, love.
Thank you, love – from the bottom of my lowly heart, Leilah –
I love you sooooooooooooooooo much!
Your babe,
mark
Lady Leilah’s mark
Ladymark
This morning, I was thinking about us
And was thinking I’d be happy to be anything you’d like me to be with you –
Your husband, your wife, your boy, your friend, your lover, your neighbor, your friend
Your walking companion; your sleep mate; your soulmate; your partner in bdsm
Your coffee mate; your tea mate; your confidante; your kissing mate; your hugging mate
Your handholding mate; your dancing mate; your cardplaying mate; your pantry mate;
Your kitchen mate; your living room mate; your bedroom mate.
Your mating mate.
Your boyfriend mate; your email mate; your Skype mate;
Your human mate. Your prayer mate.
Your girlfriend mate; your man mate; your woman mate;
Your sister mate.
But, if a lot of that is just crazy and bizarre –
What if we just come to our senses and let our Lord God show us the way
To be whatever sound and reasonable relationship He wants us to be in, in His Love
And His faith and His hope and His glory and His salvation; and His redemption; and in His kingdom –
The kingdom of God.
In Jesus’ name.
Amen.
“Loving you”
November 7, 2022. 9:52 PM
Dearest Leilah — Love is making me submissive to you
Love is making me yours
Love is making me your child . . .
Love is making me your son
Love is making me for you
Love is making me whatever you need
Love is making me whatever you want
Love is making me your pleasure
Love is making me your helper
Love is making me your dearest . . .
Love is making me your possession
Love is making us something new
Love is bringing us together for newness of life.
Love is making us His new creation . . .
Love is bring about something new . . .
Let the peace of God rest upon our hearts, Leilah
We need not worry nor be anxious about anything at all
“Only trust Him . . .only trust Him” – as children trusting their good and kind and capable parents
We only have to live one day at a time; and be kind and patient and self-controlled
And faithful and hopeful in His gospel of the kingdom of God – in our Lord Jesus’ name.
Amen.
And He will bring about His will be done on earth as it is in heaven –
Just as His Holy Scriptures reveal to us who believe in the gospel of God; and believe on His Son Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen
Love you, Leilah
God bless you to sleep comfortably and restfully and awaken rejuvenated in the morning
And happy and healthy and peacefully trusting in our heavenly Father of our Lord Jesus.
Amen
“God’s Eternal Love and Life for You Lady”
November 8th, 2022. 7:24 AM
Dearest Lady of the Lord our true God Jesus Christ:
This little one of His loves you, too — Lady Love — Lady Leilah:
Here is a song about His Eternal Love and Eternal Life for you, Dearest Lady
I Won’t Let Go – Rascal Flatts – Lyrics – YouTube
Today is November 8th, 2022
It is the 312th day of the year
It is election day here in the USA – The United States of America –
Perhaps soon to become by true God’s miraculous grace, The United States of AmericaL – true God’s Miracle and miracles . . .
The L is for LORD – our true Lord God Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of Almighty God Most High
The L is also for last – as in: “When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. But he laid his right hand on me, saying, ‘Fear not, I am the first and the last, and the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of Death and Hades.’” -Revelation 1:17, 18. ESV Study Bible.
“The elder to the elect lady and her children, whom I love in truth, and not only I,
But also all who know the truth, because of the truth that abides in us and will be with us forever:
Grace, mercy, and peace will be with us, from God the Father and from Jesus Christ the Father’s Son, in truth and love.” -2 John 1:1-3. ESV Study Bible.
Your friend, mark
“Concerning Nakedness”
November 8th, 2022. 9:21 AM
Dearest Lady:
Concerning the question posed yesterday at mfc in our private message window.
I can’t quote you exactly, but you asked something like:
What’s wrong with being naked?
There is nothing wrong with being naked.
As it is written: “To the pure, all things are pure, but to the defiled and unbelieving, nothing is pure; but both their minds and their consciences are defiled. They profess to know God, but they deny him by their works. They are detestable, disobedient, unfit for any good work.” -Titus 1:15, 16. ESV Study Bible.
However, posing naked and provocatively on webcam –
And publishing it to anyone and everyone out there who has an internet connection to mfc
. . . Well, you already told me that you will not agree to meet in person people on mfc who want to meet with you in person.
You stated that it is dangerous.
And you also said you don’t share your phone number with them, either.
Therefore, since you already understand that much – you should already understand why you should not be showing your nakedness to the world —
And dancing provocatively and undulating sensuously – and spreading your legs open and fingering your vagina openly for them to see; and doing it in hope of getting financial tokens for showing off your nakedness to them.
It is written:
“And to the angel of the church in Laodicea write: ‘The words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of God’s creation. ‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth. For you say, I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing, not realizing that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me. The one who conquers, I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’” -Revelation 3:14-22. ESV Study Bible.
It is written:
“And to the angel of the church in Thyatira write: ‘The words of the Son of God, who has eyes like a flame of fire, and whose feet are like burnished bronze.
“I know your works, your love and faith and service and patient endurance, and that your latter works exceed the first. But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols. I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality. Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works, and I will strike her children dead. And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works. But to the rest of you in Thyatira, who do not hold this teaching, who have not learned what some call the deep things of Satan, to you I say, I do not lay on you any other burden. Only hold fast what you have until I come. The one who conquers and who keeps my works until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations, and he will rule them with a rod of iron, as when earthen pots are broken in pieces, even as I myself have received authority from my Father. And I will give him the morning star. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’” -Revelation 2:18-29. ESV Study Bible.
It is written:
“To the pure, all things are pure, but to the defiled and unbelieving, nothing is pure; but both their minds and their consciences are defiled. They profess to know God, but they deny him by their works. They are detestable, disobedient, unfit for any good work.” -Titus 1:15, 16. ESV Study Bible.
Definition of defile: “1. To make filthy or dirty; pollute. 2. To debase the pureness or excellence of; corrupt. 3. To profane or sully (a reputation, for example). . .” -The American Heritage College Dictionary. Fourth Edition. 2002.
In the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ: heavenly Father, have mercy on us sinners; and lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil. Thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory – forever and ever. Amen.
Jesus Christ is Lord
Jesus Christ is Lord over all.
1 John 1-5
1 John 1-5 ESV – The Word of Life – That which was from – Bible Gateway
1 Peter 1-5
1 Peter 1-5 ESV – Greeting – Peter, an apostle of Jesus – Bible Gateway
2 Peter 1-3
2 Peter 1-3 ESV – Greeting – Simeon Peter, a servant and – Bible Gateway
I Won’t Let Go – (Lyrics With Bible Verse) Rascal Flatts – YouTube
Mark David Richer,
A believer in the gospel of God – which is the gospel of Jesus Christ — and
A believer on the Son of God, the Lord Jesus Christ my Savior.
“Being Honest”
November 8th, 2022. 2:08 PM
Dearest Leilah,
Just to let you know dear:
It’s sad for me that you don’t ever email me.
And that you suggested a phone call between us on Skype that would cost me money – even $30 – and for a mere 15 minutes
And that after I had freely sent you 2 and now 3 free cash app “helps” totaling now $43.
And I’ve sent you about 40 emails since October 14th – many of which are love letters
And I’m wary of mfc webcam videos that fan the flames of desire for a mere image on a screen
A true and genuinely loving friend who truly cared for me would not be doing things like that to me.
It’s understandable that you don’t want your real name to be known
That you don’t want your real name to be seen in the Light.
John 3:16-21 ESV Study Bible.
John 3:16-21 ESV – For God So Loved the World – “For God – Bible Gateway
Mark
“Lady Leilah”
November 8th, 2022. 4:24 PM
Dearest Lady:
Tuesday Afternoon by The Moody Blues – YouTube
Love you sooooooooooooooooooo much, Lady . . . honorable Lady Leilah
Sent a humble gift to Thee – Most Honorable Lady
Lovely Leilah
“A Short Dialogue Between Friends”
November 9th, 2022. 11:43 PM
“August and April Meet Online”
April: “Hi love. How is your day going so far?”
August: “Hi love. To be honest with you, April, I hesitate to answer your question.”
April: “Why, August?”
August: “Well, first I guess I need to apologize.”
April: “Why do you need to Apologize, August?”
August: “Well, I understand that what I want to say may sound critical – but I don’t mean to be critical – I only want to explain my mental predicament over your question, love.”
April: “You’re in a mental predicament over my question: ‘How is your day going so far?’”
August: “Yes, April.”
April: “Well, just help me understand how my question predicamented you, August. Maybe there’s a way out of your predicament if we just try to understand each other. OK?”
August: “OKz, April. My predicament has to do with your calling the day “your day.” It really isn’t my day.”
April: “Well, whose day is it then?”
August: “Remember the song or hymn: “This Is the Day That the Lord Has Made. Let Us Rejoice and Be Glad in It.”?
April: “Sure, I remember that song or hymn. So, are you wanting to point out to me that the day belongs to the Lord Who made it – and so it is His day – not yours, August?”
August: “Yes, love.”
April: “Well, I appreciate that you honestly confided to me your concern about how I phrased my question to you, August. OK. How is the day that the Lord has made unfolding for you, August?”
August: “OKz.”
April: “By the way, August, how is it that you say, ‘OKz’ rather than OK?”
August: “Well, that’s the way Lady Leilah says it – and she’s very influential with me.”
April: “And how did Lady Leilah become so influential with you, August?”
August: “There’s something about her aura that is so influential with me, April.”
April: “And what is it about her aura that makes it so influential with you?”
August: “The presence of her aura is very impressive. It affects me – it affects me all day long.”
April: “And what is this affect it has on you, August?”
August: “I’m always thinking of her – all day and all evening – and there’s something else, too. I write to her by email every day; but she never writes back to me. And that troubles me.”
April: “What kind of trouble, August?”
August: “Disappointment and lowliness of heart. And now it has gotten to the point where I feel like I don’t want to see her.”
“May I Share Scripture with You?”
November 10th, 2022. 4:15 PM
Dearest Leilah,
It is written:
“No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.” -Matthew 6:24. ESV Study Bible.
Leilah, I went out for a walk beginning at 1:27 PM.
I returned home about 34 minutes later.
I subtract about 5 minutes from the total time [measured by the time on my pantry clock when I leave and when I get home] because of the 4 to 5 minutes taken waiting for the elevator when I go and when I come back – and the time spent on the elevator and walking in the hallways – and the time spent going to the community room to check my mailbox – and the time spent discarding trash and recyclables.
There was also an event that happened to me on my walk.
At the intersection of Social Street and Cummings Way [at the approximately 20-minute time of the walk]
A man stepped into the crosswalk [in the street] on busy Social Street – where there is no breakdown lane. It looked dangerous – since cars were going very close-by him at about 25 miles an hour; and it provoked me to spontaneously say, “Whoa . . .!”
Well, the man turned to me and stepped back onto the sidewalk. And with a black mask over his mouth so that I could not understand every word he was saying, he began to scold me for speaking that one word. I gently at first tried to allay his upset with me by speaking kindly to him that I was only feeling concerned for his safety; however, he continued to scold me without just cause. I had not hollered at him. So, when I could see that his attitude was not right; and that he did not want to be understanding, I thought of just walking away; however, his manner was irritating and I didn’t want to seem afraid of him; so, I began speaking to him in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ – saying things like, “God bless you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ!” And “Jesus Christ is Lord! And “Hallelujah!” And then we went our separate ways.
Wishing you a peaceful and healthy day, Leilah.
And may you be blessed in all you do.
Mark
“Thinking of Leilah”
November 10, 2022. 11:20 PM
Dearest Leilah, I’m not sure why this has happened to me this evening; but I’m feeling so energetic and happy and silly and goofy thoughts.
And I’m wondering if it has something to do with having such a sweet time with you for a couple of hours at mfc.
Maybe that was such a blessing to my heart and mind and soul that it really lifted me up –
Like that song/hymn: “Love Lifted Me, Love Lifted Me, When Nothing Else Would Work, Love Lifted Me.”
Leilah: “What love, Mark?”
Mark: “The love of Leilah. Being in love with her. Enjoying her sweet and loving company. Having conversations with her. She’s so patient with me.
She answers most of my questions. And even when she calls me a name, I really love it. And when she says it’s a term of endearment, I really believe her.
Leilah, while thinking and wondering what your name might be, I have a hunch it begins with the letter “L”
Because Lady begins with L; Leilah begins with L; You mentioned tonight while we talked about zodiac signs that Libra and Leo are your most compatible signs –
And, of course, they start with the letter L. However, that doesn’t guarantee that your real first name begins with L.
So, I was just wondering if your first name is Mary. You seem like you could be Mary. And Mary and Mark have the same first three letters.
If we get married and become one, we might be named Marymark – or MaryMark – or Mary & Mark. Mr. Mrs. Mary Mark.
4 Ms in that name . . . hmmmm.
I imagine you’re an Aries – rather than a Taurus –
An Aries is represented by a Ram
While a Taurus is represented by a Bull.
I just happen to prefer the ram symbol more than the bull symbol.
And . . . I just happen to love you, Leilah.
God just happened to make you such that everything about you is so lovable to me that everything that I am wants to be alone with you and continue to be alone with you in our apartment.
And just enjoy that state of our love life together – being alone together in peace and quiet in our apartment.
Your maybe mark
And now starting to feel sleepy at 11:14 PM
Guess I can go to sleep now –
And fall asleep easily.
Thank you so much darling Leilah
For spending your time with me today
It was so blessed to be with you, Leilah – in the aura of your presence.
I just love you, Lady Leilah
“About Woonsocket, Rhode Island”
November 11, 2022. 6:31 AM
Dearest Leilah,
Good morning love-of-my-life:
It’s 5:59 AM – so it must be about 3:00 AM where you are
Maybe you’re sleeping soundly now. I hope so, darling lady.
May I tell you something about Woonsocket, love?
John F. Kennedy Manor where I live is on Clinton Street – not far from Eddie Cournoyer Memorial Square – where Walgreens is located.
And as I look out my window or on my porch, John A. Cummings Way is almost directly below me. It goes from Clinton Street to Social Street – about the length of a football field-and-a half.
On Cummings Way is a bus stop to travel south to North Smithfield — only about 10 minutes away – where there is a Super Stop & Shop at Park Square; and just about 4 more minutes away is a Walmart; and about 15 more minutes south is Lincoln Mall shopping area that has many stores [another Stop & Shop; a McDonald’s; other restaurants; a Target Department Store;] and still further south about 10 more minutes is CCRI [Community College of RI]; and about 30 minutes further south is Providence, RI – the capital city of Rhode Island. And in the summertime, we could take “the beach bus” and go all the way to the south coast of RI where the beaches are on the Atlantic coast – Galilee, RI; Point Judith; Narragansett, etc.
And getting back to Woonsocket and Cummings Way – there is Thundermist Health Center about a 3-minute walk from Kennedy Manor; and on Cummings Way is Community Care Alliance – a mental health center where I used to go for about 20 years – when it was called Northern RI Community Mental Health Center, Inc. And directly in front of Kennedy Manor is a bus stop to go to East Woonsocket [about 13 minutes away] where there are several stores – including a lower-price supermarket called Price Rite; and many other stores – including another McDonald’s; and general store; and department store; and a dental office. And the Woonsocket Police Station is about a 10-minute walk up Clinton Street; and Main Street is about a 12-minute walk up Clinton Street.
And there is also the Stop & Shop supermarket in Bellingham, Massachusetts – a 21-minute walk up Social Street.
And if you go to my Facebook page you will find some pictures I took of the view just described of the area from my porch on the 8th floor here at Kennedy Manor. And additional pictures, too.
And there is a Family Dollar Store and a Dollar Tree Store about a 3-minute walk up Clinton Street where I very often shop conveniently for milk; bread; cheese; juice; paper towels; cereal; soap; detergent; bleach; Listerine; and many other domestic products. There is also a Subway restaurant about a 2- minute walk on Clinton Street; and the Woonsocket Library up Clinton Street 8 or 9 minutes’ walk away.
So there you have a brief description of Woonsocket, RI, Leilah. You are welcome here, my dear friend.
Love you, Leilah
Your maybe mark
“To help you, dear”
November 11, 2022. 7:00 AM
Dearest Leilah:
Want to be helpful regarding dry lips
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Love you, Leilah
Your maybe mark
“When You Were Touching”
November 11, 2022. 10:23 AM
Dearest Leilah . . .
Just a few days ago . . . while you were touching . . .
And your voice was sounding your soul . . .
It was so lovely to me to be hearing
The Sounding of Leilah’s Soul . . .
So beautiful to me is the sounding of your soul . . .
Love you Lady Leilah
The sounding of your soul calls my love to thee
I love thee, lady
The love of my heart is drawn to thee
My love yearns to thee
Want to be with thee
Want to merge with thee
Want to meld with thee
Want to blend with thee, my Love
Want to be One with Thee
Want to be One Being with Thee
Want to surrender to Thee
Want to lose myself in Thee
Want to merge my soul with Thine
The River Love flows to Thee
Listening to the sounding of your soul is like listening to the sounding of the sea as it makes its waves come to the shore
Eternally coming to your shore and giving itself to Thee
Giving and giving and giving itself to Thee
In love with Thee
It just keeps coming to Thee
Touching Thee
Touching your shoreline
Washing Thee with its Water
Neverendingly and rhythmically touching You and soothing you and blessing you
And moisturizing you . . . moisturizing thy lips . . . comforting thee . . . wetting thee . . .
Satisfying Thee . . . serving Thee . . . in Love with Thee forevermore . . .
O Lady Leilah . . . how I love Thee . . . forever and ever . . .
I love Thee, O Lady Love of the Lord God Almighty . . .
I love Thee with an Everlasting Love for Thee
For Thou Art So Beautiful and Glorious
My Beloved Lady
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Revelation 21, 22.
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